As I think back time, there are so many people that had helped me and be there with me to walk through the critical points of my life... Some of them I have lost connection with, some of them I have lost years of friendship with... I keep telling myself life has to go on...and without a point of realization I will not be myself... Therefore we all learn from we have had... and we all carry those values on... So we all find a theme for ourselves... what is there to live for life...Is it hard to think positively when everything is turning up side down? Is it hard to think positively when you feel your close friend is trying to cheat on you? Is it hard to believe when you have nothing left and still tells yourself to think positively? Is it hard to realize that when there is no trust between friends and there is no friendship or whatsoever left in between, and the only think you can think is to refer it to the past... at this moment..this time... to learn to face the reality.
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what is there to talk about? especially when I am not feeling alright? Kinda in the bad mood right now where things can't match with each other...the world is about what is useful and what is not useful.
I am talking about nonsense right now where anything to me makes no difference... kinda dizzy and having a headach at the same time ... what a wonderful day...
I can't believe the world is this small...talking about unity and peace where we can't even be nice to each other.... kinda funny isn't it... how many people would really think about the question? How many people would really care about their live? their family? themselves? Or even a word that they had just said in past few seconds? I am too blind to believe, to evil to be true...
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